Lost

I was really lost today.......
I felt like I don't have a very clear direction that what profession I am going to be.

I was planing to make a portfolio for an 3D environmental artist, but it wasn't the real profession I want to became.

I want to became a concept artist.

but the reason why I am working on the environmental artist portfolio is because it is the fastest way to get into the video gaming   field.

I struggle with which one should I focus on more.

 finally I come up with an answer.

I will work on them both, on the 3D environmental artist portfolio

I had to make a lot of modeling practice, and then make multiple scene.

for the concept artist/character design, I will have to work on the basic drawing first.

So for this month and next month, no more digital stuff.

I am gonna do anatomy study and do more life drawing poses.
no creation for now.

Tonight I done 50 of 60sec pose.

will do 100 tomorrow, and start practice modeling.

here is the poses.

Details on dota2 concept

So~~~ I am pretty much done with this Queen of Pain
I think I will start the digital painting for this after I get off from work tomorrow!

Hope this concept can tell a story, maybe Queen of Pain was a beautiful human-been before.
and after tortures and such she reborn with anger and pain.

 

Phantom Assassin still need some more detail I guess!
Um the main idea is just a simple word.

Sharp!

I really hope I can draw a lot more stuff.
But I am still tire today...

Hope I can get use to sleep a little soon!


This last thing is just some feeling expression

Laughed and Sighed

Just some ideas down.

Um I was actually really tire today....

I did try to draw something but I can't focus too well

here is what I draw

random girl on the Japanese magazine

dota2 Queen of Pain concept

trying to make her look like she just transformed from a human queen to demon.

I just started the Mortred one
(like theres only a head and line for body shape...

I hope I can post both of them with more details tomorrow!

anyway

I realize I got many software to learn.
I try to learn these 2 software since all the graphic designer job needs to know how to use them!

InDesign and Illustrator

buy these 2 books for 10 bucks hope they can help me get the licence!

and also I have to start learning this software

Softimage Mod Tool

in order to create piece for dota2 workshop~

this is the software they suggest on the web site

I did launch it for a quick peek tho~

The UI looks a lot like 3dmaxs, hope I don't have to spend a lot of time on learning this one.

I hope I get to learn Zbursh really quick though....
but I think I have to catch up on 3dmaxs and maya first.....

Learning learning!!!!

I kinda feel I waste too many time today that I can actually use those time to draw.......

I need to push my self harder!!!

doodle for these days!

I need to start update my blog everyday!!

Some doodle I would like to work on more!!

 sword for dota 2 hero

random ranger or something

random mage

Mortred concept 

random rider 

gaint monkey

elf & dragon

action practice

huge shield

I hope I can post some serious stuff tomorrow!!